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"I ASKED GOD TO MAKE MY HEART COLD SO I COULDN'T FEEL. I ASKED GOD TO TAKE AWAY THE GREED IN MY EYES SO I WOULDN'T BE BLIND. GOD ANSWERED "I WILL GIVE YOU LOVE THAT IS ENDLESS BUT YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE IT IN YOUR HEART AND VALUE WHAT YOU SEE!"

Thursday, April 1, 2010

HOT ASS

I HAVEN'T THOUGHT ABOUT YOU ABOUT UNTIL TODAY. I REMEMBER SEEING YOU AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD THERE WERE PLACES YOU WENT THAT I COULDN'T GO. BUT I NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU. IT WAS FUN TO BE AROUND YOU BECAUSE IT WAS SO MANY THINGS YOU KNEW THAT I DIDN'T OR COULDN'T IMAGINE! I REMEMBER ME SITTING ON TOP OF THE MONKEY BARS AND YOU WERE HANGING BY YOUR FEET AS IF YOU HAD WINGS. I REMEMBER SAYING, "I WISH I COULD DO THAT!" YOU WOULD ALWAYS SAY,"IT WAS NOTHING."







AS SOON AS THE SUN MET THE MOON IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO GO. I USED TO THINK YOU WERE QUIET FOR THAT INSTANCE SO I KNEW IT WAS TIME TO GO HOME. EVERYTIME I WAS HALF HOME I REMEMBER YOU RUNNING UP STOPPING BESIDES ME SAYING,"I HAVE TO MAKE SURE YOU GET HOME." I NEVER ASKED YOU WHERE YOU'RE HOME WAS I JUST ASSUMED YOU HAD ONE. WHEN I THINK ABOUT THOSE FEW WEEKS WHEN THE DAYS WERE LONG I WISHED IT NEVER ENDED. I SHOULD HAVE KEPT YOU TO MYSELF BUT YOU KNEW I COULDN'T NEVER KEEP A SECRET.






THE MOST IMPORTANT SECRET YOU HAD YOU NEVER SHARED WITH ME! EVERYONE ELSE KNEW IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD BUT ME AND EVEN THEN I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND. I JUST REMEMBERED I COULDN'T WATCH YOU FEET HANG FROM THE MONKEY BARS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW YOU DID THAT. I COULDN'T HEAR YOU RUNNINING AS I WAS WALKING HOME. I WOULDN'T KNOW EVERYTHING MORE BECAUSE YOU WASN'T THERE.






IT WASN'T UNTIL THIS AFTERNOON THAT I SAW YOU AGAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME! I WAS IN SHOCK I DIDN'T RECOGNIZE YOU AT ALL! BUT WHEN I HEARD YOUR NAME, "HOT ASS," I KNEW IT WAS YOU. I JUST NEVER KNEW! IT WAS NEVER A SECRET YOU WERE KEEPING FROM ME YOU JUST DIDN'T WANT ME TO KNOW. YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO KNOW WHERE YOU LIVED BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO EVER KNOCK ON YOUR DOOR. YOU NEVER WANTED TO TAKE THE CHANCE OF ME KNOWING WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I GO HOME. I STILL WISH YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD ME BECAUSE I WOULD HAVE KNOWN WHAT TO DO! YOU WERE MY FRIEND.






I NEVER KNEW THE REASON WHY WE COULDN'T BE FRIENDS WAS BECAUSE YOU'RE NAME WAS "HOT ASS." I THOUGHT THE NEIGBORHOOD KNEW THAT ANY GIRL NAMED "HOT ASS" IS A GIRL WHO WAS TOUCHED BY A MAN OR WOMAN WHO DIDN'T CARE THAT SHE WAS A LITTLE GIRL. SO WHEN I HEARD YOUR NAME TODAY IT BOUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES!

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